It’s funny that when I am off track, I rarely post about it.
I’m not sure why, since that was the reason I started this blog in the first place…to work through the tough times on this journey.
Of course the last few days, I have been back on track…
so here I am trying to analyze what was wrong.
I’m trying to figure out what was different during those few weeks when I couldn’t seem to get it together
Some things I have noticed that I need to do
in order to feel in control:
1) count calories
sample of part of my day
It is plain and simple. If I do it, I eat what I want and without guilt. I still have a focus on healthy choices, but if I choose to measure out a 1/2 cup of low fat ice cream for dessert, I can. Without guilt.
I hope to someday progress to the point where I can reign myself in without counting calories, but I can recognize that I am not there yet.
So it is a long term goal.
But in the meantime,
counting calories is a must for me.
2) Some type of physical activity in the morning before I sit and eat my breakfast.
It sounds crazy, but if I eat breakfast before I complete my workout, 9 times out of 10, those are the days I typically get off track eating-wise
(disclaimer: this is not counting the days I need to really fuel up for a run or something…I definitely eat something beforehand on those mornings)
For me, this is definitely more symbolic than anything else.
It’s as if I say to myself, ahhh, I can sit and eat my breakfast instead of completing my workout this morning. No biggie.
But the problem is for me, it is a biggie.
It is a sign of giving up on working out for the day.
Not sure why that is…
a long term goal will be to
be able to eat some breakfast prior to exercising and
have that be the kiss of workout-death.
But until that time, early morning workouts are the way its gotta be for now.
The good news is, even when my eating has been off, I have been exercising very regularly, if not every day.
So those are my conclusions for now…but I am sure I will continue to analyze both the good times and bad times in order to continue making progress in the right direction!
Here is my “Sweat is Beautiful” tribute to Jen over at Prior Fat Girl:
This was after a VERY HARD 3.1 mile, morning run the other day.
I felt wiped afterwards…but in a good way.
In an I-just-gave-it-everything-I’ve-got kind of way.
And it showed.
I was drenched. 🙂
Oh…and in other news:
I signed up for my first triathlon today!
The entry form has officially been sent in.
I am nervous as all hell.
It is in less than 2 weeks, but I am pretty sure I can do it.
…I just bought a bike this weekend (oh you know, just semi-essential to triathlon training when you haven’t ridden a bike in years!!)
Actually, my husband came home and surprised me with a new bike after work on Friday!
We had been looking at bikes for me together, but the actual buying of the bike and bringing it home to me was totally unexpected! And he went with a nicer bike (a hybrid) than I had even thought we were going to get…so
I seriously felt like a little 8 year old on their birthday!
I’ve already gone on a 7 mile bike ride (still super nervous about riding in the road, so sticking mostly to bike paths for now) and rode to pick up dinner/grab a few things at the grocery store this weekend…I LOVE IT!!
Yet again, I have the greatest husband ever!